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I find myself in bed with a gadget that gives me a few moments of peace before I feel utterly hopeless
And I try to ground myself and find nature and love and magic
But what is found deep within me isn't dark and digital
Now I live so so fast
I count the glowing pearls as I pass each one
Designed to help me move through the night
Feel forever
The provider line is long
I feel the sensuality in the vibration
Supernormal sensuality
My instincts have been hijacked and exploited to their extreme
And now comes the search for something wholesome
Something simple

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